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Tuesday, November 20th, 2001
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Monday, November 19th, 2001
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now that this thing works, I don't feel like saying anything :mad::p
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Friday, November 16th, 2001
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When this old world starts a getting me down
And people are just too much for me to face
I'll climb way up to the top of the stairs
And all my cares just drift right into space
On the roof, it's peaceful as can be
And there the world below don't bother me, no, no
So when I come home feeling tired and beat
I'll go up where the air is fresh and sweet
I'll get far away from the hustling crowd
And all the rat-race noise down in the street
On the roof, that's the only place I know
Look at the city, baby
Where you just have to wish to make it so
Let's go up on the roof
And at night the stars they put on a show for free
And, darling, you can share it all with me
That's what I said
Keep on telling you
That right smack dab in the middle of town
I found a paradise that's troubleproof
And if this old world starts a getting you down
There's room enough for two
Up on the roof...
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ugh. GRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRREEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I needed to get that out. Stupid bitch, who does she think she is?:/ ick. Well, let's start off.
Math was math. People are just stupid. :/ We got our tests back in Psychology and I got a fucking D when I could have sworn I got every answer right. I learned the terms, the test was about the terms..well, the class average was a D+, but anyways, lol... maybe it has to do with the new bubble-sheets though, other teachers have had it mess up, so maybe I did do good..I mean, I aced the essay :rolleyes: Spanish was ok. We watched a movie with english subtitles. History's debateon the mexican war turned into a debate on how slutty the Victoria Secret fashion show was last night. it was more of a battle of the genders, lol
ugh, now back to lunch..our table had so many people that half of us moved to a new table, a long one where other people sit also..so today we're talking about things, and Joe and Bryce are walking down the hallway, and it was just as we were talking about Joe being bi-sexual.. and Jenny's like "I bet those 2 go out" so I just laugh and go "well can you blame them?" (Bryce is like the junior class hottie, lol) and the ditzy little blonde bitches next to us are like 'ew!ew!ew! they're GAY?!? Ugh! Sick! and I thought Bryce was cute too:/' ...so let's just say it was about 5 minutes before I was totally going off at them, and it was just pretty much a war, lol..I respected their beliefs, it's just the fucking immature way they handle things.. plus, I think Joe and Bryce heard them too, and if Joe is bi, it probably made him feel really crappy. :mad::( I wanted to talk to him, but lunch was going to be over in a minute, and we don't walk to Spanish together anymore:( *still mad*
hmm...anyways... I watched Legally Blonde last night..it was a cute movie. It did inspire me kind of though. lol, speaking of movies, me and Jenny were going to go see Harry Potter tonight, but it's all sold out everywhere..I bet it's going to be sold out until next year.:p
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Thursday, November 15th, 2001
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I despised Lindsay up until 10 minutes ago. I am so incredibly proud of her, because it was a really hard choice to make. For those of you who don't watch Survivor *GLARE* here's what happened today..
Mr. Genius Mark Burnett switched the tribes around last week, so Samburu would have been 3 to 3. Lindsay was the only person to have past votes, so her, Brandon, and young Kim were plotting that Brandon would piss the other tribe off to trick them into voting for him, because if they were voted for Lindsay, they were all screwed. But Brandon spoke a little too loudly and someone from the other part of Samburu overheard their plan. Brandon felt so terrible. :( And Lindsay got really pissed at him, and went over to the other part, and told them she was going to vote with them if they voted for Brandon. So I thought Brandon was a goner.. but the votes were: 3 Lindsey, 3 Tom. I was so proud of Lindsey for not voting for Brandon! I mean, in her situation, what could you do? (well, I don't give a shit about the money, and I would never vote a cutie like Brandon off, but anyways..) most people probably would have voted for Brandon to save their own ass, but Lindsey didn't, even when she thought all the other votes were for Brandon. I have a lot of respect for her. It was such an emotional one, hehe...as soon as Brandon saw a vote for Lindsay, he felt responsible and nearly burst into tears, and just got up and started saying 'I'm so sorry:(..' in the middle of everything. I just wanted to cry for him. You could tell Jeff Probst felt pretty bad too:( hehe, I think Jeff Probst has a crush on Brandon and vise versa..but let's save that for our private fantasies. ;)
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Wednesday, November 14th, 2001
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Ugh. I'm going to so fucking miss him. :( And he's not dying. :/ Joe dropped out of second term Spanish to take some advanced performance drama. Dumbass. What the fuck have you been working for, Joe? I never knew you to be a quiter. And the fact that you didn't even tell me...although I can understand why I'm guessing...ugh. just...you piss me off. (I don't think anyone knows what I'm talking about but me, but I need to get this out, lol)
eh..today was a boring day. Math was boring. We're doing truth things in math that I've completed in Course 1 in NY. I showed my teacher truth tables (they don't teach this way here) and he was so fascinated by them, that I'm practically teaching my math class now. :/ lol. MN math students are going to get eaten alive in college. Psychology was fun. We were talking about the zodiac and how innefective it is. He asked us to pick from a category of traits that describe us best, and then see what sign they fall under. According to what I chose, I'm a pisces. lol, well screw reading my horoscope. Spanish was Spanish..I was pissed. :/ (read above) History was amusing. We got the next draft for our presentations, and for once my shortness helped me (he arranged us by height and felt sorry for the little people:p) So of course I was the first to pick, lol..and he realized that we have more people in our class now because of the new term, so he needed a new project category, and he chose 'civil war music'...lol, I was like 'score!' First off, I don't even know when it's going to be, it's so far off, and second, how hard is that? :/ lol..no research, nothing..although I will need to make a few civil war Cd's:/
hm..I have driving today. Maybe I'll hit something this time. :p
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Tuesday, November 13th, 2001
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Monday, November 12th, 2001
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:):):):):):):):):)
81.9% lol, I'm saved. God, I'm so relieved. I actualy got all my grades up 1/2 a grade.:)
Math- B+
Drama- A+
Spanish- B
A.P History- B- (which counts as an A- because it's weighted)
hmm...I'm pretty pleased with my grades..except for in math, I could be doing much better.:/
I started psychology today. It looks like it's going to be a fun class, but also really hard. Very few people even managed B's there, so I'm kind of nervous, but I can't wait to really get into some of this stuff. :) *is a dork who actually likes learning* I can't wait to cover the ESP chapter to see if me and Holly really do have it:p I really hope I don't spell it 'eps' on the test though:p
hm..Spanish is going to be fun this term I think:) We're mostly concentrating on culture now, and the Wednesday after Thanksgiving break, we get to go to an art museum, and then shopping, during school:) Hopefully Paula will be able to give me a ride there. lol, yes, our teacher actually trusts us to drive there ourselves:/
I was thrown such a curveball today. Like everyone is in our lunch now, and I was talking to this girl that I just met named Renee, and we were talking about taste in guys (since Jenny insulted mine :mad: lol) and I told her I like Joe, and she's like "I do too...he's bisexual though, so we only have half a chance" I'm just like 'omg...' lol, this is like the 3rd time I've developed a crush on someone and found out he swings the other way.:p Jenny just burst out laughing and couldn't stop. She actually has a list which she marks off when I like someone gay/bi.. she's like "maybe that's why you like Hanson so much". heh, if only she knew.:p
hmm...speaking of that, I heard Taylor wore black orange and 'pearl' nail polish to some event. Either he used permanent nail-polish for Haloween, or he's the first uncoordinated gay boy I've ever heard of. :/
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Saturday, November 10th, 2001
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lol...I really do have a lot of time on my hands when school's not consuming my time. :p
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Friday, November 9th, 2001
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If you haven't see Monsters Inc., go see it. Now! I was expecting it to be really dull and childish, but it was one of the best movies I've seen in a really long time. lol, and it's the first animated movie I've ever cried at. :p Seriously, I totally recommend it. :)
I had a really fun day today. I got to Applebees and Jenny and Andie were already there, so I gave her her present..she really loved the blondie pills.:p Besides us, only Alison and Gina could come though. I wish Needi came too. We had lunch, and I think the waitress was getting annoyed with me, lol, I tend to do that to workers because I always correct them. After lunch, we went to the movies, and it was completely packed with little kids, but there were also people from some of my classes there. Perman was there with Matt from drama, and he saw us, and ran over and nearly tackled me to the floor, hugging me, with all these little kids around..lmao, Jenny said that some little kid was like 'Mommy, are they being naughty?' I was kind of hoping to see Joe and Bryce there, but they're rehearsing for Grease I guess. I want to go see that, but I won't feel like going anywhere after work tommorow. I'm really relieved now, because I always had this feeling that Alison didn't like me, but I don't know. We were talking about things like that and first impressions, and I mentioned it, and she just laughed at me, so I guess I was just being paranoid (as usual:/)
Hmm...as much as I want to go back to NY, I now feel..complete here. It's kind of sad...me and Jackie talked about this for hours last night, and it made me want to cry. You think of all the memories you and your childhood friends had, and then you realize you're slowly growing apart..and now if you called them or whatever, it would be really awkward. Everyone's lives are so different now...I thank god though that he didn't pull me and Jackie apart.
"You have so many relationships in this life, only one or two will last, you go through all the pain and strife, and you turn your back and they're gone so fast"..those lyrics have never been more personal to me than they are now.
blah. this was a sappy entry.
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Wednesday, November 7th, 2001
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yay, the end of the term is over:) I didn't really care about anything today, lol, I just wanted to get home. hmm..it's still going to be a busy week though. Tommorow I'm going shopping, Friday I'm going out for a friend's birthday, Saturday I'm maybe going to 'Grease' and I have to work Saturday and Sunday. And read about 20 pages of history. :/ hmm...today's final was ok though, I hope I did decent. :/
grrre, I think Holly's ignoring me. :(:( Or maybe she's just having computer problems. Holly, If you're mad, I hope you tell me why.:( I want to talk to you, hehe:(
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Tuesday, November 6th, 2001
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"Its such a awesome thing to know who exactly who you are. Its at that moment where you know that you have a purpose...You not just another human being floating around this earth anymore. EMBRACE LIFE NOW!"
...I wish I could say the same, my dear. :/
argh. today is just a stressful day.:(
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Monday, November 5th, 2001
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eh, today was decent for a Monday. Math sucked. Spencer made me feel like a complete dumbass over something he didn't understand himself:( grrre. In Drama, we had to fill out a final exam sheet, and create a whole new character. I'm an 8 year old little girl named Susie Marie Peters:p lol. Tommorow we have to come to class and be that character the entire time. grre, I'm going to miss drama. :( But I'm looking forward to Psychology:) Spanish was boring. I always seem to drift off in that class. But my grade went up for some reason:eek: lol... it went from an 82% up to an 86% for no reason at all..hehe, oh well, I'm not complaining..besides, I think Spanish 4x counts as an A.p credit too:) History was history. It was boring. the end.
hmm...I really want to get Grease tickets but now I'm not sure if they're still being sold during school. :( We were planning on going Saturday because Jenny wants to do something else for her birthday Friday, but hopefully we can go at all now. I can't wait until thursday. I really need this break.
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Sunday, November 4th, 2001
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What the hell is the point of having an online journal anymore? So the rest of the fucking world can see it, instead of my parents finding one in my room? So that people can pass it around like a fucking basketball and start shit among themselves? grrre. whatever. Watch someone find this and start more shit. :rolleyes: God damn, just learn to mind your own business.
*ahem*
anyways..:/
Saving Private Ryan was a really good movie. It was boring for maybe the first hour, but then it got interesting. lol, I think crying so much is bad for my contacts. I've been crying from the movie, up until now. I don't know why I'm so upset, really..I'm just..sad. I'm empty. I'm a dissapointment, and I have no other way to describe it. I feel like I'm being a terrible friend. :(..I want to do something...I just want everyone I care about to be happy. Yet I just want to die. I think I'm finally beginning to understand...
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Friday, November 2nd, 2001
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lol..I was offered drugs for the first time today. Saying no was fun. I told them to get a life. :p
hmm...school was ok today, I guess. I got to leave Math early to watch the play that Jenny's class put on, but she didn't get to watch ours. :( Both were really good though, but I liked ours better, I think we seemed more prepared, and it was more funny. hehe, making people laugh is the best feeling in the world.:) I seriously want to take over for Jay Leno when he retires from the tonight show. Spanish was Spanish. :/ Joe was using a lunch trage as a skate-board, and we all got to salsa-dance, and I danced with him. I'm happy that we're slowly getting back to where we used to be. Hopefully, there's room to grow closer.:) lol, I'm even sort of decent to Christina now. She's still a bitch though, and I'm angry for life. History was fun. We get a small extra credit assignment, so hopefully that's going to bring up my grade a tiny bit (a.k.a- save my ass) If you know of any good movies relating to U.s history, let me know, because we need to watch one.
well, that was my day. I'm going driving tonight with Ronald. If I crash, its probably on purpose. :/ lol. Wish me luck.:p
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Monday, October 29th, 2001
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| Mood: |  sad. |
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ugh...I just know she's talking about me. I wish I knew what it was.:(:(:(
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hmm...today was kind of a blah day. I guess because it was a Monday. I wore my new sweater-coat to school and it turned out to be almost exactly like Jenny's, hehe, I felt kind of bad, but oh well. The first words I hear upon coming into school today are 'Nikki and Arden go back out.' Ugh. They both make me sick. (long story, hehe) But I guess it is his business who he wants to date. :/ Besides, he gave me a flower this morning, so I can't get too mad.
Math was really boring. It was Math. lmao, we started doing the FOIL method here, and the MInnesotans are actually having a hard time with it. It's the only thing I remember studying in regents math. hmm... Spencer was super-nice to me, and I didn't know why because he's usually, well...a jerk. lol...so he left the table and I asked Andy if Spencer was sick, and hes like 'naaah...he just likes you.' lol..yeah right.
Drama was fun. We played 'honey, won't you please smile?' lol, it's where you go up to people and say that, and you can do anything except for touching them to make them laugh, and if they do, they're it. I was doing good too, but Nikki had to go and just say one word, and it ruined it all for me. :p I got Alabama bitch to smile at least. :/ lol, on Halloween, I'm so tempted to go to school as a hick.:p
Jenny got me a whole bunch of apple stickers from her class, and I gave one to Joe in Spanish, since he loves apples so much. (and I love his;),lol) He was all happy, which made me happy. So Spanish was good. :p
We pretty much had a study-hall in history today because half the people didn't take the test yet. For once I have a B- (80.4, lol) It's not going to last past tommorow. And don't you dare :/ me. :p
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Saturday, October 27th, 2001
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I got my paycheck yesterday, and it's big enough to cover all my bills, and then some.:) I got 200$:eek: lol, I now like Taco Bell a little bit more. Too bad it's going to driving, contacts, and the roadrunner bill:/ Oh well... just felt like posting an entry, lol.
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Friday, October 26th, 2001
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| Time: | 3:37 pm. |
| Mood: | accomplished. | | Music: | 'You Rock My World' -Michael Jackson. |
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grrre, I don't want to work Fridays anymore:( My friends are always doing something Friday night and I'm always working.:( But I can't tell my boss that, lol. Next friday I have a driving lesson so I really can't work though, that's a start, lol, maybe I'll tell them that I have lessons..for the rest of my life. :p But I can't work Thursday either, if I miss Survivor, I'll die:(
eh, today was ok for a Friday. We took a partner quiz in math and I was paired up with some smart girl who was also controlling and insisted on doing all the work. :p
Drama was ok, kind of boring though, we played this game where you had to walk into a space and pretend you're doing something that relates.. I changed the air freshner in the car from our scene:p But then I fell asleep under the bleachers, and when I woke up Perman was ready to kiss me:eek::eek::eek: lol... he was like 'I'm just trying to bring you back to life'..hehe..Perman's a cutie.
Spanish was Spanish. I actually did decent on yesterday's test. She told us that sometime next month we're going to a museum to look at Spanish paintings, and then to the mall downtown. I can't wait.:) But we're all driving there, so I'll probably have to get a ride from someone in the class..I'l ask Joe;)
All history was was the test. Like 90% of the class took their 'bye' and put it off until Monday. lol, studying an extra weekend is not going to help me. :/ Besides, I'm saving it for when I really need it.
grrre, I don't want to go to work today. Working late sucks. Theres a game today, and assholes from school are going to all be at Taoc Bell. :/ Oh well, at least they like me.:p
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Wednesday, October 24th, 2001
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hehe, I've been on a Temptations kick lately. hmm...anyways...I'm in kind of a crappy mood and I don't know why. I should be happy. Christina and Joe broke up. Jenny was right, he's busy worrying about college now and everything. Christina was talking about it in my drama group, and I wasn't sure if she said that she cried, or that he cried. It would be sad if he did, I don't want to see Joe cry anymore, hehe:( grre, I'm still mad at Christina though. She's a bitch. But now she's a Joe-less bitch. :p
eh, today was a boring day. Math was Math. We did our scene in drama again. lmao, the teacher said it was very convincing, except when the daughter (Christina) gets lost, I don't seem to care. lol, I didn't know it showed that much.:p Spanish was Spanish. But for once I understand what's going on, lol. Now I just need to get my grade up in history before the 7th, or there's no more computer for me at all.:( History was boring. We were doing something about court cases today. It was boring. Surprise Surprise. I came home. I'm not online. That concludes Yelena's day.:/
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